FinalPunishment

I'm not what you think (Ah) Or am I? Or am I what you think? (Ah) You could never ever know (Ah) That place in my mind Is that space that you call 'mine' Pathetic or benign Accept it or undermine An opinion or justification Happy or safe Servant or caged Malice maybe utter weakness No toleration – perhaps invade, (committed) Enraged (admit it) I am a product of your conduct The uncontrollable urges that made me have made us Are you proud, do you even care? Now, as far as I know, I don't know anything You made damn sure, I wasn't anything The only way to go is to go away That place in my mind Is that space that you call 'mine' I want (you) I need (you) Obey (me) believe (me) just trust (me) worship (me) live for (me) Be grateful (now) be honest (now) be precious (now) be mine (just love me) We've, too, feel alone Possession – feed my only vice Confession – I won't tell you twice (Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you... (I know) the only thing I ever really loved was hurting you... (Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you... Now, I don't know what to do I don't know what to do when she makes me sad Catch me upon all your sordid little insurrections I've got no time to lose and I'm just caught up in all the cattle Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battles Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) We've, too, feel alone You could never ever know... So hold your breath Before I let you go, you have to let me And listen Keep far away (Far away) You'd better stay away Please keep far away I won't let you walk away Without hearing what I have to say That place in my mind Is that space that you call 'mine' I Got trapped in (Ah) It was claustrophobic, everything closing in and I... Catastrophic (not again) So please just trust in us Just trust in us Trust in us Us (Ah) So please just trust in us Just trust in us Trust us Us (Ah) I Got trapped in We've, too, feel alone We, too, feel alone We, too, feel alone That place in my mind Is that space that you call 'mine' Where have I been all this time? Lost, enslaved, fatal decline I've been waiting for this too unfold (Good) I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt My pieces are only as good as the whole I'm cutting off the only thing that was right What If I never saw you again? (Don't go) I never wanted anybody more... I would have died right next to you in the end Now give me the dust of my father Stand on the face of the ancients Bare the secret flesh of time itself Follow me Ensconced in all that's wrong I slam you shut, I can only take so much How many times do I have to mistreat you? Constantly biting of my hand as I feed you Maybe now you'll understand severity I'll sum it up with the best of amount of brevity That place in my mind Is that space that you call 'mine' Welcome to the transformation Welcome to the man that wanted everything But couldn't have it We've, too, feel alone Keep far away (Far away) You'd better stay away Please keep far away I'm not what you think (Ah) Or am I? Or am I what you think? (Hm) You could never ever know (Ah)

"I see a ship in the harbor I can and shall obey But if it wasn't for your misfortunes I'd be a heavenly person today And I thought I was mistaken And I thought I heard you speak Tell me how do I feel? Tell me now, how should I feel?"

I never gave up on love, but I'm terrified that it doesn't believe in me.. I wasn't running away, I was only looking for a way back through your wall..